It’s official. I’m out and about in Columbia, South Carolina. Throughout the past month, I’ve been applying to every art thing imaginable. Open calls for artwork, gallery exhibition proposals, artist residencies, and yes, art markets. A week ago I received an overwhelmingly positive response, particularly from art markets. And so all throughout May, June, July, and August, I’ll be showing off my paintings and prints in downtown Columbia and nearby counties. It has been.. A learning experience for sure. When I was 16, I did art markets in downtown Ocala, FL, though something feels different now. I remember being a kid, standing beside my paintings and drawings, and patrons would pass by. They would ask me, “What do you want to be when you grow up?” They would ask me about prospective colleges, future plans, and where art fits into it. I would hold up my chin, and say with gusto: I’m going to make art my career. Other’s do it, and if I don’t, someone else will take my space. So I have to make sure it’s me. But plans easily and quickly change when responsibilities set in. I’m a rational-minded person, and at every step, I allowed doubt to cloud my judgment. I told myself that I needed a “sensible” career, despite the constant nagging in the back of my head: I want to be an artist.
And it did. I'm learning to swim. Learning a new way to be alive. I believe the universe put me on this path for a reason. I felt so unfulfilled in my previous career. I felt needed and important, but I didn’t feel happy. I felt constant friction between what my soul wanted and what my mind wanted. My mind wanted safety. My soul wanted purpose.
I had a lot of fun creating these affirmation cards. The concept behind them is that it’s concealed in an envelope that has something you need to hear. Some encouragement or kindness. The patron picks a card (1-5) and takes the corresponding letter. I’ve always been a fan of something being “meant to be” or decided by fate, and these little cards are just one little way to have fate intervene and give you a little message.
I usually save painting for the end of the day, though I’m feeling the itch to create now. We’ll chat again soon. With love, Jen Carmiel
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